what is life?

i ask this now because my life is always torn to help others rather than to help myself. today, i saw a child wrapped in her blanket under a bus stop. i asked her if she had eaten, and she said no, although there was a bucket of rice beside her, with flies flying around. so i gave her half the pancit that i had had for lunch.

then the other day, i saw at the police station a bunch of prisoners, cramped inside the cell, staring at me, as i reported this janitor of mercury who harassed me. as i was about to leave, i gave the cookies and the fresh bottle of tea for them through the police at the desk. i left hurriedly because i was ashamed that i could part only with those things and not more.

but at that time, my money was really almost finished.

but today, joe ingles gave me keifer for probiotics and deodorizer made of ilangilang and lemon. he is into alchemy. you should see him, his looks, like einstein with hair flying all over.

he is a co-inventor. but i admire him because he is very focused on his inventions. he just continues inventing and inventing, silver colloidal, elemi pili aromatics, etc. i could also do many inventions but i am torn between being a good citizen and a researcher-writer. hah!